I love you
your my mommy
you gave life to me
you were there for me when I needed you most
despite what I say to you I do love you
I would defend you no matter what
no-body will ever change the way I think about you
you were my mother and my father
you raised a 14-16 yr old yourself
you raised a teen with issues and didn't know what to do
you did better then you think
I want to make something of myself
thanks to you
you motivated me to do what I love
you are a CNA fighting for her kid
helping you other kid with everything
through the sleepless night
to the tissues used
you were my structure
although I never did have a dad
you played th
I think I found the one
the one that holds me close at night
not because he has to
because he want to
he is behind me 100%
everything that I do
he is by my side
he accepts me for me
I love you baby
I made a stupid mistake
you forgave me
10 months almost a year
your sitting there playing you game
with a dip in your lip
you look at me with a smile
you mouth three words to me
"I love you"
those three words turn my day around
It takes a man to bring a smile to my face
bring a smile to my face while there are tears in my eyes
I can't wait to start my life with you
you changed me
you changed me for the better
I don't fight
I don't drink
I
do you think that for one day
for one day everything can go right
going right instead of left or whichever way isn't right
so far I've been driven into the ground
I've been driven left and every which way that I don't want to go
its been a crazy ride
this crazy ride doesn't need to end
it just needs to stop taking a turn for the worst
im tired of my tears showing
im tired of my fears being reveled
just plain tired of being tired
tired and drained of everything
my energy is gone
my strength is gone
there is nothing left for me to hold on to
my sanity has been long gone
my life can be a tv show I swear
the constant yelling and the cons
for some reason
for some reason there is just an empty pain
i know you can fill it and i want you to
i love you
i want to spend my life with you
i would give up everything
but what is going on
why do i act like this
random burst of tears
combustion of anger filling my body
waking up in a sweat scared
scared that you will be gone when i awake
please dont let my insanity drive you away
dont let me go
dont say goodbye
i dont feel alive when your not around
i feel like another worthless speck of dirt
my reasons for feeling like this
my reasons are unanswerable
i dont have any that i know of
im just tired of this pain
im tired of the fighting
how can i compeat?
she is beautiful
she is perfect
she has know you for the longest
i do love you
but you dont know how much that hurt me
i have this pain in my heart and in my stomach
i want you to know that i do love you
i will yell it at the top of a mountin
but with all these jokes
with all the sick fucked up jokes
it hurts
i am sitting here crying
and i dont know what to do
you say that you love me
but with all these jokes
i dont know if you are kidding or not
i dont know what i would do if you did
if you leave me for her
my whole world would come crashing to the ground
you are my whole world
I am not sad i am sadness by booboobear25, literature
Literature
I am not sad i am sadness
I am not sad i am sadness
I wonder what is another scar to my wrist
I hear the crys from the angles watching over me
I see the tears as i throw my life away
I want all this pain to go away forever
I am not sad i am sadness
I pretend to be happy i put on a show
I feel the pain of the never endding day
I touch the tears and wipe them away as i say i will be fine
I worry about what my guardian angle and what she sees
I cry when they lie and say she is fine just let her be
I am not sad i am sadness
I understand the darkness all around in this world
I say its gotta get worse before it gets better
I dream that one day i will take my o
I am sad yet happy
I wonder why these feelings make me so unhappy
I hear the laughter of the childeren in the distance
I see everyone in coexistance
I want this sadness to leave my body
I am sad yet happy
I pretend that my saddness doesnt get the best of me
I feel that horible pain in my body way to be
I touch the wings or an angel
I worry that she will leave my side and let me fall to my knees and cry
I cry when i see those birds in the sky, they want to leave and away they fly
I am sad yet happy
I understand there is pain with joy
I say that joy is your birthright never lose sight
I dream i am a feather and floating in the air
ok so what the hell bro
now im the middle man
you two talk to eachother through me
she was my best friend
now she doesnt talk to me at all
i would always make time for you
now the only reason you wanna see me is for him
how do you think that i feel
i feel used
do you even care
do you even realize that is how i feel
i guess not
and he is just as much to blame as you
he was my brother now he just doesnt have time
we used to talk about everything
now we never do
im hurt
now more then ever
yeah i got my boyfriend and you got yours
i would gladly ditch my bf for you at any time
you just wanna see him and only him
im glad that you know everyt
AngerAnger- hot burnign firey by booboobear25, literature
Literature
AngerAnger- hot burnign firey
Anger
Anger- hot burnign firey pation in the pits of my stomache
what is the definition of anger
can anyone really desipher the meaning
t think
so many differeent feeling that fun through your head
so many questions
but in all reality
your scared
but of what
your scared youll lose everyting
your scared youll be walked all over
your just scared
she sits alone with her thoug by booboobear25, literature
Literature
she sits alone with her thoug
she sits alone
with her thoughts running through her heasd
banging aginst the wasll of my head
she is consumed by the darkness that surrounds heart
there is a light in the distance
she still just sits there
she thinks its a nother joke
just a joke for her to get hurt once again
be sat down and he listened to her
he put his arm around her
held her hand
kissed her
but now........
it might as well be over
he may leave but she may stay
they never said it had to be like this
they could have never met
ther is no such thing as a long distance relationship
no matter the trust
no matter the distance
one will always get hurt in the end
I love you
your my mommy
you gave life to me
you were there for me when I needed you most
despite what I say to you I do love you
I would defend you no matter what
no-body will ever change the way I think about you
you were my mother and my father
you raised a 14-16 yr old yourself
you raised a teen with issues and didn't know what to do
you did better then you think
I want to make something of myself
thanks to you
you motivated me to do what I love
you are a CNA fighting for her kid
helping you other kid with everything
through the sleepless night
to the tissues used
you were my structure
although I never did have a dad
you played th
I think I found the one
the one that holds me close at night
not because he has to
because he want to
he is behind me 100%
everything that I do
he is by my side
he accepts me for me
I love you baby
I made a stupid mistake
you forgave me
10 months almost a year
your sitting there playing you game
with a dip in your lip
you look at me with a smile
you mouth three words to me
"I love you"
those three words turn my day around
It takes a man to bring a smile to my face
bring a smile to my face while there are tears in my eyes
I can't wait to start my life with you
you changed me
you changed me for the better
I don't fight
I don't drink
I
do you think that for one day
for one day everything can go right
going right instead of left or whichever way isn't right
so far I've been driven into the ground
I've been driven left and every which way that I don't want to go
its been a crazy ride
this crazy ride doesn't need to end
it just needs to stop taking a turn for the worst
im tired of my tears showing
im tired of my fears being reveled
just plain tired of being tired
tired and drained of everything
my energy is gone
my strength is gone
there is nothing left for me to hold on to
my sanity has been long gone
my life can be a tv show I swear
the constant yelling and the cons
for some reason
for some reason there is just an empty pain
i know you can fill it and i want you to
i love you
i want to spend my life with you
i would give up everything
but what is going on
why do i act like this
random burst of tears
combustion of anger filling my body
waking up in a sweat scared
scared that you will be gone when i awake
please dont let my insanity drive you away
dont let me go
dont say goodbye
i dont feel alive when your not around
i feel like another worthless speck of dirt
my reasons for feeling like this
my reasons are unanswerable
i dont have any that i know of
im just tired of this pain
im tired of the fighting
how can i compeat?
she is beautiful
she is perfect
she has know you for the longest
i do love you
but you dont know how much that hurt me
i have this pain in my heart and in my stomach
i want you to know that i do love you
i will yell it at the top of a mountin
but with all these jokes
with all the sick fucked up jokes
it hurts
i am sitting here crying
and i dont know what to do
you say that you love me
but with all these jokes
i dont know if you are kidding or not
i dont know what i would do if you did
if you leave me for her
my whole world would come crashing to the ground
you are my whole world
I am not sad i am sadness by booboobear25, literature
Literature
I am not sad i am sadness
I am not sad i am sadness
I wonder what is another scar to my wrist
I hear the crys from the angles watching over me
I see the tears as i throw my life away
I want all this pain to go away forever
I am not sad i am sadness
I pretend to be happy i put on a show
I feel the pain of the never endding day
I touch the tears and wipe them away as i say i will be fine
I worry about what my guardian angle and what she sees
I cry when they lie and say she is fine just let her be
I am not sad i am sadness
I understand the darkness all around in this world
I say its gotta get worse before it gets better
I dream that one day i will take my o
I am sad yet happy
I wonder why these feelings make me so unhappy
I hear the laughter of the childeren in the distance
I see everyone in coexistance
I want this sadness to leave my body
I am sad yet happy
I pretend that my saddness doesnt get the best of me
I feel that horible pain in my body way to be
I touch the wings or an angel
I worry that she will leave my side and let me fall to my knees and cry
I cry when i see those birds in the sky, they want to leave and away they fly
I am sad yet happy
I understand there is pain with joy
I say that joy is your birthright never lose sight
I dream i am a feather and floating in the air
ok so what the hell bro
now im the middle man
you two talk to eachother through me
she was my best friend
now she doesnt talk to me at all
i would always make time for you
now the only reason you wanna see me is for him
how do you think that i feel
i feel used
do you even care
do you even realize that is how i feel
i guess not
and he is just as much to blame as you
he was my brother now he just doesnt have time
we used to talk about everything
now we never do
im hurt
now more then ever
yeah i got my boyfriend and you got yours
i would gladly ditch my bf for you at any time
you just wanna see him and only him
im glad that you know everyt
AngerAnger- hot burnign firey by booboobear25, literature
Literature
AngerAnger- hot burnign firey
Anger
Anger- hot burnign firey pation in the pits of my stomache
what is the definition of anger
can anyone really desipher the meaning
t think
so many differeent feeling that fun through your head
so many questions
but in all reality
your scared
but of what
your scared youll lose everyting
your scared youll be walked all over
your just scared
she sits alone with her thoug by booboobear25, literature
Literature
she sits alone with her thoug
she sits alone
with her thoughts running through her heasd
banging aginst the wasll of my head
she is consumed by the darkness that surrounds heart
there is a light in the distance
she still just sits there
she thinks its a nother joke
just a joke for her to get hurt once again
be sat down and he listened to her
he put his arm around her
held her hand
kissed her
but now........
it might as well be over
he may leave but she may stay
they never said it had to be like this
they could have never met
ther is no such thing as a long distance relationship
no matter the trust
no matter the distance
one will always get hurt in the end
I walked outside this morning and beheld a beautiful tragedy,
Mother Nature in all her perfection frozen with indecision.
The frost coating on blooming roses
forever caging her seed.
It was breath-taking to see,
Such a powerful wonder be overtaken by ice and cold.
What a sight to behold...
My paint is blood and the body is my canvas; Drip... Drip... Drip...
Hear my artwork form.
I sing with Anguish and History is my lyric; One... Two... Three...
Listen to my Rhythm Grow.
My masterpiece spreads chaos and armies march to my rhythm.
From my mouth spill lies and truths half told.
From my eyes Death watches only waiting to grab hold.
You cannot keep sane in this world I create. Voices penetrate
your ears while my pupils grow unending, unnerving even the
strongest wills and making brave souls cower inside their husks.
My world will engulf this, My visions will become reality. Angels
will fall from the heavens, wings ablaze
Darkness greeted my arrival tonight
Insanity wasn't vibrant and colored
It was cold and Black.
Demons of my own creation tore apart my reality.
I groped at sanguine walls coming into view
They met me with the flesh of my family.
Any scream made was lost in the laugh
Coming from my mouth curved into a wicked smile.
The other side of my psych was alive
It drank in the repulsion spewing from my rational mind.
Frozen in terror I put up no fight
When he locked me in the box that was his life
And I saw everything his oppression caused.
A smiling child changing in terrible metamorphosis
Gives birth to a horror never before seen
And no
im 16 im creative and i cant spell there are a couple things about me if your on my good side we will be good fdriends on my bad side trust me just dont even go there:)
I just need a place to rant where he cant see I don't like him talking to this dirty fucking slut. I keep getting the feeling that he is going to leave me for her and I don't need that to happen I love him more then anything and I just want this to go back to normal where we were always lovey dovey with each other now It feels like he hates my guts everytime he looks at me he sad that he loves men I just don't know if I can believe it right now im to hurt to argue to hurt to say anything I just don't want to get hurt more then ever he has the abllity to hurt me more then anybody else has I have been hurt before I just don't know if it will ev